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Cathou @cathou982
So proud of Ollie today. He amazes me every day with his resilience and maturity. He has been my rock. James would be beaming with pride 💔 How I missed him today is beyond words.
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@sarcoma_uk
@sarcomasurgeon
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@sarcomastrong_
Cathou @cathou982
Canoeing National Championship this weekend. James was so instrumental in making positive changes in the sport and always remained fully committed to the canoeing community. Canoeing was his passion and he is thoroughly missed. The British Canoeing Federation decided to rename the Senior Lady trophy after James. It is now called the Smythe Sword. I was invited with Ollie to present the medals and trophies. It was a real honour and also a great comfort to be surrounded by James’s friends. I know his legacy will live on and he’ll never be forgotten. I am beyond proud ❤️
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#gonetoosoon
#neverforgotten
#death
#endoflife
#suffering
Location: Worcester Riverside
Cathou @cathou982
So many firsts I had to go through already and it’s not getting easier. Going home was a real rollercoaster of emotions. I just wanted James by my side. Everything there reminded me of him and the immense loss of his physical presence. I miss everything about him every single day.
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#widowlife
#gonetoosoon
#healing
#pain
#cancer
#sarcoma
#liposarcoma
@sarcoma_uk
@sarcomastrong_
@sarcomasurgeon
@sarcomaalliance
#southoffrance
#sète
#frontignan
#lesaresquiers
#pinksky
#nature
#beach
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#plage
#cielrose
Cathou @cathou982
Last night’s picnic on the beach where James proposed. It has always been our happy place. It was the perfect place to be. We had a drink in James’s memory, we hugged and we cried together. James would have approved 💔
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@sarcomastrong_
@sarcomaalliance
@curesarcoma
@steps4sarcoma
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#sunset
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#amazingsunset
#beach
#remember
#remembering
#healing
#healingjourney
#plage
#coucherdesoleil
#coucherdesoleilsurlamer
#heart
Location: Plage des Aresquiers Vic la Gardiole
Cathou @cathou982
18th August 2022- I’d never imagined this is how I would be celebrating our 21st wedding anniversary James. My 1st without you. Most people wish to have their wedding day all over again, I’d settle for one last hug. I miss you immensely and it’s no getting easier but as I’d promised I would, I’m here trying to be positive and staying grateful for the time we had together. Happy heavenly anniversary to my soulmate, my super hero and the most incredible husband. 21 years ago I married the most incredible person. We had the most amazing life together and gone through the worst that could happen to us, loosing you. I’m so grateful to have had you in my life and I will cherish all the memories. You will always be my warrior. To my everything. Love you James. Thank you for choosing me as your wife ❤️
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@sarcoma_uk
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Cathou @cathou982
💔
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#griefandhealing
#loss
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@sarcoma_uk
@sarcomasurgeon
@sarcomaalliance
@curesarcoma
@steps4sarcoma
#suddelafrance
#plage
#frontignan
#pignan
#lesaresquiers
#nature
#southoffrance
#beach
Location: Pignan, Languedoc-Roussillon, France
Cathou @cathou982
No words. This is for you James. I love you ❤️
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#griefjourney
#griefsupport
#griefsucks
#widow
#widowlife
#gonetoosoon
#gone
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#liposarcoma
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@sarcoma_uk
@sarcomasurgeon
@sarcomastrong_
@sarcomaalliance
@sticking_it_to_sarcoma
@steps4sarcoma
@liposarcomagenomeproj
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#sunsetofinstagram
#beach
#lagrandemotte
#southoffrance
#suddelafrance
#vinrosé
#sun
#soleil
#eternallove
#loveyou
Location: Plage La Grande Motte
Cathou @cathou982
Another First. 💔 This time our first holiday to the South of France to see my family who loved James so dearly. Travelling without him was heartbreaking. I was thinking to myself ‘ he should be here with us. Why is he not here? Why was he taken from us?’. James loved spending time here especially in the summer. France was like his second home, he was fluent in French and loved the language. We’ve got so many happy memories here but going back to the beach today where we’ve spent so much time together was so so hard. How I was longing for his physical presence, for his laughter, for his warm cuddles, for his salty kisses after a swim in the sea, for the fun he used to have with my son, for the pétanque games we used to play, for the happiness we used to have. Everywhere I go I bring James along with me but I wish he was there with us in person. He is forever in my heart. ❤️
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@sarcoma_uk
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Cathou @cathou982
My solace. My haven. A place where I feel closer to James as he loved the garden. Every day I miss you more my sweet angel 💔 🌻
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#youngwidow
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#nature
#outdoors
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#haven
Cathou @cathou982
I’m sitting outside looking at the sky and thinking of James. 🖤
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#nature
@sarcomastrong_
@sarcomaalliance
@curesarcoma
@stepstocuresarcoma
@sarcoma_uk
@sarcomasurgeon
Cathou @cathou982
Another first 💔 First three nights on my own at home since James passed away. The silence in the house is unbearable. Ollie has gone to stay with James’s sister and his cousin at her beach hut. The place is absolutely stunning. He’s having such a great time but I miss his company.
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#dorsetcoast
#jurassiccoastline
#coucherdesoleil
#ciel
@sarcoma_uk
@sarcomastrong_
@sarcomaalliance
@curesarcoma
@stepstocuresarcoma
@sarcomasurgeon
Location: Jurassic Coast, Dorset
Cathou @cathou982
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@sarcoma_uk
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#sunsetlovers
#peaceful
#natureisahealer
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