I completely forgot my music was released on itunes & Spotify & all that. It's been an excruciatingly painful summer, in all aspects. Yet today I've felt a revitalizing feeling & finally an inspiration that reminded me I have been lazy, so I mustered the strength to create again, & I did, with quality.
Even feeling the crushing weights of loneliness & despair with no one to rely on emotionally or mentally the pressing notion of ebb & flow brings me peace even through the pain. Dissatisfied & disappointed by what I've fed upon, complacent & relaxed in my approaches, "learning" as I've disillusioned myself to tolerate.
Mistakenly I was comfortable & steady.
Yet that isnt what is meant for me.
Too many names I've donned.
Too many times have I allowed myself to pretend I'll have these things that can simply never be for me.
There are many things in the darkness to see, keeper of the keys.
Fallrivers.com
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