@ouiidfae

I wish I had the energy to communicate what finding this means to my #autie brain. I’ve spent so much of my life wondering WHAT THE HELL?! and attached myself to the idea that we are at the end of a world but! I had invested so much into masking for the world that is steadily crumbling - that I felt an intense need to piece together how we got here - what the fuck is the timeline?!? The timeline that is comprised of many timelines! The events that unify vs divide and how they ebb and flow thru the generations. This video will make you cry, especially if you haven’t in a while. We are desensitized at times but there’s a breaking down of how insidious colonization has been and it’s hit me like a brick to the head. my lil brain has been understanding something INTENTIONALLY hidden and finding evidence! proof that I’m not anxious for no resin, signs that life did not always include VIOLENCE! feels vindicating but also alienating. My mind tries to stretch itself centuries, beyond factories and settlements…beyond plantations and beyond Christopher Columbus and maybe that’s just how I’m coping with colonization but maybe! it’s collective dreaming - I cannot be the only one desiring a way out/thru/up! maybe we’re syncing and information is just floating thru us/around us? #sevenfiresprophecy #turtleisland