Having to repeat my PET scan always came with it’s worries and doubts…
yet my heart still holds on to hope.
And it still is griping on tightly.
This new PET scan has shown that the areas of my neck that were of concern, are still lighting up (hot) on the scans.
There’s also new areas that weren’t there before.
So here are the positives as communicated by my oncologist.
- They are STILL small
- You are NOT experiencing any pain
Next step is to wait for an ultrasound and biopsy date of my neck.
Whatever the outcome may be, they don’t feel that chemo is the best solution for me yet.
As you know I only have 1 life line left
and using it at this point when I am not in pain would be careless.
How do I feel about this….?
- numb
- powerless
Knowing there’s cancer in my body multiplying and I must remain calm until I’m in so much pain that chemo is the only pain relief for me.
Life keeps teaching me that HOPE is the only thing I am fully in control of.
So I will keep on LIVING in HOPE.
Who knows what will happen next…
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