I keep reaching a point of happiness where for a few hours after I’m physically and mentally exhausted that i find it so hard to be present and smile. It almost feels like mania. This is a new feeling for me, one I’m working out if my addict mind is trying to push me into self sabotage or if I’m still finding my emotional balance. Thank you @martins_imhangbe_ for trusting me with your emotions and helping me digest mine. And thank you @regejean for introducing us! 🪬